All by Myself

Here in the house, I'm all alone again. How I wish to have them right with me.

Share the laughter, the sadness and always have pillow talk almost every night. The moment that I won't sleep alone. The precious moment.

But, as they are far from me, I feel lost. Lonely. Sad. 

"All by myself

Don't wanna be

All by myself

Anymore.."

Although they are not here, but still, their presence still linger in my mind. They are very important in my life. The valuable assets. How life was hard when one by one left me. After one another. One thing to be sure, sooner or later I have to let them go. And I must go on without them. I have to be strong and accept the fate. There are things we don't want to happen, but have to accept AND people we don't want to lose but have to let go.

Now, this spacious house left with no voice of joy. Only the sound of electronics stuff fill the room. And right now, I'm sitting and typing with the background music: the sound of thunder. The weather gave a sign that it will rain soon. Will my eyes shed it's tears as the rain washed the Earth?

Solitary in silence. My eyes wandering at the spot where we used to spent time together. How I miss them. The picture album reminisce the good old days that we shared. The five of us. 

Now, as we grow older, it is hard for us to gather like the old days. Everyone has their own commitment and responsibility. But, we will never far apart. Because we are one family. Being apart for a moment but then, unite again. 

"Goodbyes are not forever, 

goodbyes are not the end. 

They simply mean, 'I'll miss you,' until we meet again."

p/s: The fact that we are apart is because we are studying at different places. And the loneliness that i felt is only for a moment. AND, this is only the drama I made, hahaha. Nothing serious. It's just that I am bored to death. So, I end up writing like a short story ;p .
Actually I haven't practice English for a long time, so that's why I'm writing in English. Fully English. And I know my English is worsened year by year. Oh, disaster!

Okay, before I end my writing, here I left you with a goodbye quote :

Till then, ma'assalamah :)