Hey! We are Fruits

Assalamualaikum

Today i would like to share a story from my Abah. So, lend me your eyes, mind and soul for a few minutes. So, just keep calm and read. Okay?

We are Malaysian. We live in Malaysia. Our country is known as a place where you can see multicultural races. So, there will be white, medium rare and dark chocolate skin colour. 

Huh, medium rare? Are you thinking of meat, Maisarah? Don't bother me -_-'

Okay, Malaysia once had been attacked by colonizers. Portuguese, Britain, Japan, Communists..bla bla bla. Name it, you'll hit it. Haha, well we actually had enough of colonization. And because of this, we are known as fruit today! Muehehe.

Why? 

Now, I will list three types of fruits in Malaysia:

1. Banana

2. Mangosteen

3. Durian

This fruits symbolized each of our races. Can you guess the fruit? Haha

Banana describes Chinese. They have fair and bright skin (but not yellow in colour like banana!) and white inside. "I don't get it". 

Next, Mangosteen refer to Indians. A dark colour skin (of course not purple!) with white inside. "Again, I don't get it -_-"

Durian is not exist actually in my Abah's story, i made it up..hoho.

Okay laa, I will go straight to the point. White inside means, we are WESTERNIZED. Just look at how are we behave right now. Just like them. But, the main key that I want to highlight is, Chinese and Indians are curious just like western people. When it comes to a statement or instruction, they tend to argue rather than accept it. Especially Indians. That's why they can be a good lawyer, haha. While the Malays like to complain but then, they will obey the rules.

"Curiosity kills the cat."

Westerns, they are well-known with their curiosity and they will not shut up until they find the answer. If we watch their movie, it shows clearly how they act towards a statement. Rather than 'let it be', they like to wonder a lot of things. AND BECAUSE of THAT, sikit-sikit je nak bergaduh. Padahal, its just a small matter mehh~ Come on...sbb tu kot ada yg baru kawen dah nak bercerai. Haihh~ 

Well, im westernized at the beginning of my writing, but end up 'dimelayukan' hehe. Rasanya itu je (point terakhir) yg nak dikongsikan tp melalut banyak.

Till then, ma'assalamah ^_^ 

Keegoanmu

Ada seorang gadis sedang duduk berseorangan. Pandangannya jauh dilontarkan pada lautan yang luas terbentang. Disapa, namun tak diendahkan. Bingung.

Sejak dua menjak ini, dia diam. Makanan juga tak lalu dia jamah. Fikirannya melayang jauh. Aku fikir, hidupnya tak seindah dahulu. Keceriaan yang sering menghiasi wajahnya kini sugul. Dahulu dia di zaman kegemilangannya. Semua orang nampak bakatnya, sehinggakan sampai satu tahap dia penat apabila kelebihannya dipergunakan. 

Kini dia lebih selesa sendiri. Memendam kelebihan yang dahulunya ditonjolkan. Namun sedih, kerana dia bagaikan di dalam zon terperangkap dengan perasaan sendiri. Traumanya menguasai diri. Mulut yang dahulu petah berbicara, kini lebih selesa terkunci. 

Sayang, seribu kali sayang. Bakat yang pernah digilap suatu masa dulu kini kembali legap. Sinarnya tiada. Hidupnya tidak mencabar-zon selesa- 

Dia tetap dengan fikirannya. Aku tidak mampu menasihat memandangkan itu 'mind-set' dia. Cakaplah banyak mana pun, dia tetap berdegil. Untuk dia mempercayai orang juga susah. Selama manakah trauma itu terperangkap dalam diri? Please, get a life!

All by Myself

Here in the house, I'm all alone again. How I wish to have them right with me.

Share the laughter, the sadness and always have pillow talk almost every night. The moment that I won't sleep alone. The precious moment.

But, as they are far from me, I feel lost. Lonely. Sad. 

"All by myself

Don't wanna be

All by myself

Anymore.."

Although they are not here, but still, their presence still linger in my mind. They are very important in my life. The valuable assets. How life was hard when one by one left me. After one another. One thing to be sure, sooner or later I have to let them go. And I must go on without them. I have to be strong and accept the fate. There are things we don't want to happen, but have to accept AND people we don't want to lose but have to let go.

Now, this spacious house left with no voice of joy. Only the sound of electronics stuff fill the room. And right now, I'm sitting and typing with the background music: the sound of thunder. The weather gave a sign that it will rain soon. Will my eyes shed it's tears as the rain washed the Earth?

Solitary in silence. My eyes wandering at the spot where we used to spent time together. How I miss them. The picture album reminisce the good old days that we shared. The five of us. 

Now, as we grow older, it is hard for us to gather like the old days. Everyone has their own commitment and responsibility. But, we will never far apart. Because we are one family. Being apart for a moment but then, unite again. 

"Goodbyes are not forever, 

goodbyes are not the end. 

They simply mean, 'I'll miss you,' until we meet again."

p/s: The fact that we are apart is because we are studying at different places. And the loneliness that i felt is only for a moment. AND, this is only the drama I made, hahaha. Nothing serious. It's just that I am bored to death. So, I end up writing like a short story ;p .
Actually I haven't practice English for a long time, so that's why I'm writing in English. Fully English. And I know my English is worsened year by year. Oh, disaster!

Okay, before I end my writing, here I left you with a goodbye quote :

Till then, ma'assalamah :)