Friday, 28 October 2016

La Vie Est Belle

Whether you're happy or sad...La Vie Est Belle! 
 
Why??? Cause you're still alive!
 
Everyday is a new chance for us
A chance to change
A chance to be better
A chance to face the world
A chance to make your life beautiful!!!
Don't miss out!
Just because you're sad
There's always light at the end of the tunnel
Grab this opportunity babe!
 
La Vie Est Belle (>*<)
xoxo
 
 
 

Thursday, 9 June 2016

A List to do!

4 Ramadan 1437H

Alhamdulillah, diberi nikmat untuk terus bernafas.....walaupun bila dah senaraikan 'A List to do' rasa mcm tak boleh bernafas x_x 

Ok, itu semua hiperbola.

Sem 1 ends unofficially. Meaning, masih belum exam dan assignment masih beratur. But as long as class and all presentations done, then CLASS IS OVER for this sem.


Hari tu buat senarai assignment. Nahh, hayya 'alal Falah!!! Jihad sisturr

Ok tu baru senarai kerja-kerja duniawi. Senarai tanggungjawab dan peranan sebagai individu muslim belum list kan semua lagi. Baru sebahagian sahaja. Senarai bahan bacaan untuk masa hadapan, senarai itu ini....tak tersenarai akhirnya ...

MasyaAllah sisturr, tanggungjawab yang kita ada lebih banyak dari masa yang kita ada. How can you survive in this kind of life?

You choose to live like that, so it means you're ready for that. REALLY??? 

"Kemudian, apabila engkau telah membulatkan tekad, maka bertawakallah kepada Allah. Sungguh, Allah mencintai orang yang bertawakal." (Ali Imran 3:159)

Do we have any other option? Once we've made a decision, be firm! Have faith! Keep going and don't look back! Walaupun nak hadap semua tu sampai berendam air mata.

Dan ingatlah Allah berbicara dengan kita melalui kitabNya:

"Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya. Dia mendapat (pahala) dari (kebajikan) yang dikerjakannya dan dia mendapat (siksa) dari (kejahatan) yang diperbuatnya....." (Al-Baqarah 2:286)

* * * * *

Kehadapan Maisarah,
Jagalah dirimu, hatimu, imanmu, dan amalmu...
Sayangi dirimu,
Kerana dirimu begitu berharga...

Haa! Tiba-tiba je dah kenapa?

Betullah, paling penting tu jaga iman dan amal! Tanpa iman, manusia hilang arah..jika ada iman tapi tiada amal, manusia ibarat pohon tidak berbuah. Pesanan yang bawah sekali tu pesanan penaja >_<

Sekian, ma'assalamah.  






Tuesday, 7 June 2016

Hadapilah

Assalamualaikum. Salam 2 Ramadan ^_^

Dalam hidup ni, kita sangat perlukan motivasi dalam setiap perkara yang kita lakukan. Mengimbau kenangan kecil-kecil dulu, aku sentiasa bersemangat berhadapan hari-hari baru. Sentiasa bersedia. Motivasi? Hmm, tak pernah wujud istilah takde motivasi nak berjaya.

Walaupun aku rasa sangat tak pandai kat kelas dulu. 

Paling aku ingat, subjek Maths paling aku tak suka bila keluar soalan penyelesaian masalah. Yang kertas soalan matematik 2 tu..aku tak faham betul ayat soalan tu! Aku faham ikut lain tapi soalan nak lain. Kalau aku buat latihan dengan mak, memang kena marahlah. Mak pulak jenis yang bila kita tanya, dia akan tanya balik. Dia suruh aku fikir. Bila aku jawab, SALAH. Haa memang sedaplah kena marah LAGI. Menangis lah si ratu air mata ni. Pastu kena marah sebab menangis hahaha. Pastu apa jadi kat soalan tu? 

Kesah? Walau nangis air mata darah sekalipun, kau jangan ingat mak lepaskan aku, perabih kerja tu ceq. Dan soalan itupun selesai lah dengan drama juraian air mata.

*erkk, macam tak menarik je cerita kau -_-*  

Abaikan. Tapi ajaibkan, tak pernah give up untuk cuba lagi dan terus mencuba. Ok, cuba bandingkan dengan kehidupan sekarang, jeng jeng.

Haha, zaman sekolah-sekolah dulu memang ajaib lah mungkin sebab tak banyak benda yang kita fikir. Masalah terbesar kita adalah MACAM MANA AKU NAK SKOR. Itu je. Takde fikir pasal masalah umat, masalah dunia/ekonomi/politik tolak tepi, masalah cintan cintun lagilah tak layan sebab rasa tak perlu kot haha. Masa kita untuk belajar tu panjanggg sangat. Pergi sekolah belajar, balik rumah belajar lagi petang tu sampai lah malam nak tidur, life kau dengan buku dan homework berpisah tiada. Adalah layan tv time pkul 1.30-2.30 (Sinetron Bawang Putih Bawang Merah), 8.30-9.30 (cerita korea). #jangankecamsis

Sekarang ni dah jadi lain, yelah dah besar kan. Skop pemikiran pun kenalah besar. Jangan nak hidup macam dolu-dolu lagi. Banyak benda nak fikir. Bila belajar kat uni, motivasi tu memang kena kuat, nak-nak kalau kita ni aktif, macam2 benda nak join. Pastu dah tak tercater nak balance kan semua. But after all, degree life aku berjaya survive lagilah. 

p/s: sebenarnya masalah terbesar bukan pada BANYAKNYA KERJA NAK BUAT tapi BANYAKNYAA DISTRACTION! Distracted dengan gajet2 yang selalu mensasarkan niat nak buat assignment.

Sampailah...aku start kerja kat one of GLC company, I found that its hard to motivate myself to go to work (ni bila aku kena hadle satu projek yang...masyaAllah! Mencabar sangat!). After Subuh terus siap kejar train. Jalan kaki dari rumah laju-laju. Lalu bawah jambatan busuk, kotor erkk...pastu jalan laju2 lagi kat jalan berbukit. Part ni, kalau pakai kain, memang seksa lah nak naik. Paling mendebarkan, bila kau masuk train pagi-pagi macam tu, tapi takde tempat duduk..berdirilah sepanjang 45 minit dalam tu. Mengantuk? Tidur berdiri sajalah labu..haha. Then, amik LRT 15 minit ke Ampang Park, bersempit2lah seperti iklan MILO FUZE tu. Sampai je destinasi, you have to queue and wait for ____mins to take a shuttle van *fill in the blank*  

Pesanan penaja: 
1. Manfaatkan masa berjalan/menunggu train/dalam train untuk membaca mathurat pagi ^_^ . Pernah lah try nak hafal ayat quran, tapi tewas huhu.
2. Ada baiknya gunakan masa beratur ni untuk baca AQ ^_^ untuk pastikan matlamat sehari 10 m/s tercapai hehe.

Pastu sampai kerja buat kerja (time kerja banyak). Kalau xde kerja melangut depan lappy tak tau nak buat apa. Dan balik 5.30, berulanglah kisah yang sama seperti pagi tadi. Smpai rumah selalunya malam lah sebab masa2 menunggu public transport ni selalunya memang lama lah nak oi. Begitulah kitaran hidup buruh di KL yang menetap di Bangi. Bila bos berhenti kerja, kita laagilahh takde kerja, maka banyaklah insiden menyibuk kerja orang. Tapi, surrounding, staff semua memang best lah. Rinduuu

Dan sekarang, bila dah jadi student balik, cabaran tu tetap ada. Berjalan kaki mengejar public transpport tu tetap ada. Sudah lumrah hidupku hehe. Degree --> Master: its not easy. 

Masa terluang makin banyak = time management tunggang langgang.

Pendek kata, satu je cara nak bermotivasi dalam hidup ni. BERSYUKUR dengan apa yang ada. We may not get what we aim to be but we will get what Allah has plan for us. Percaya setiap kesusahan ada jalan keluar dan kesenangan sebenarnya lagi besar ujiannya. Semuanya bergantung kepada diri kita bagaimana kita menghadapi 2 situasi tersebut. Kebiasaannya org akan jadi begini:

kesusahan:  lemah --> kuat
kesenangan: kuat --> lemah

You are what you think. Choose to be motivated or demotivated? 

Walau hujan badai kan terus melanda
Walau amuk gelombang tak henti menerjang
Walau terang mencegah, walau mentari kan membakar
Jangan letih menapaki kehidupan
Hadapilah segala tentangan
Sambutlah harimu dengan suka cita
Hadapilah segala ujian
Dalam kesulitan pasti ada kemudahan 
-Hadapilah, Shoutul Harakah-

“Maka sesungguhnya bersama kesulitan ada kemudahan. Sesungguhnya bersama kesulitan ada kemudahan. Kemudian, apabila engkau telah selesai (daripada sesuatu amal soleh), maka bersungguh-sungguhlah engkau berusaha (mengerjakan amal soleh yang lain), dan kepada TuhanMu sahaja hendaklah engkau memohon (apa yang engkau gemar dan ingini). 
                                                                                                                                   –Al-Sharh (94:5-8)
 

Monday, 7 September 2015

Do You Know?

Do you know where you going to
Do you like the things life is showing you
Where are you going to
Do you know?

Do you get what you're hoping for
When you look behind you
There's no open doors
What are you hoping for
Do you know?

Once we were standing still in time
Chasing the fantasies
That filled our minds
You knew how I loved you
But my spirit was free
Laughin' at the questions
That you once asked of me

Do you know where you're going to
Do you like the things that life is showing you
Where are you going to
Do you know

Now looking back at all we've planned
We let so many dreams
Just slip through our hands
Why must we wait so long
Before we'll see
How sad the answers
To those questions can be

Do you know where you're going to
Do you like the things that life is showing you
Where are you going to
Do you know

Do you get
What you're hoping for
When you look behind you
There's no open doors
What are you hoping for
Do you know

Diana Ross - Do You Know

Wednesday, 22 October 2014

Sang Awan


Kau kepulan di udara
Menapis sinaran ke bumi
Mengumpul wap terkondensasi
Menarik cas-cas di bumi

Proses terus berkitar
Wap air menuju ke permukaanmu
Kau menampung kapisiti yang besar
Berat...

Kau sudah tidak mampu menahan
Akhirnya tercurah segala yang dipendam
Kau menangis
Seluruh alam merasa
Membasahi bumi kediaman manusia

Hadirlah suria memancar sinaran
Menghapus air mata sang awan
Merawat beban yang ditanggung
Agar kembali riang burung berkicauan




ma'assalamah

Sunday, 22 June 2014

Those days...

I still remember the 'kamcheng'ness between my brother and I. Epi and Sarah

Epi. He's a year older than me, that's why we are so close like 'belangkas'. I would follow everything that he does. The reason why we are so close besides the age factor is...because we were alienated from our two elder sisters, k.yong and k.ngah. WHY?? Because we were annoying! hahaha. Until now, I think that I am annoying, ngeh3~

My brother likes to imitate the 'bebelan' or anything that he does not like to hear from the two sisters, plus he likes to 'menyibuk' with the girls thing. Which k.yong and k.ngah thinks that's annoyed them. And me? Because I'm the queen of tears, haha. *Well everyone knows that* 

So, it's like we are unimportant to them. So, we made our own way.

We played together, sleep together, and solat together. He plays what I play, and I play what he played. But, he does not play Barbie, hehe. Oh oh! Because he's afraid of it, ahaha. It means, I played what boys played and so does he in the other way around. But one thing that I couldn't do is 'panjat pokok', haha because I am afraid, thinking what if the tree trunk broke and I fall? Oh no no...tp rugi lah den xdapek nak meghaso. 

What do you expect when girls do the boys' activities? Of course the tendency for me to cry is high right? (tear-ry lady) Sbb lasak kan..haha. But, one thing that makes me proud of him is, he will first to say sorry. I still remember the dialog:

"Ok, ok, Epi minta maaf. Salam. Salam. Ustazah kata tak baik gaduh-gaduh, kena minta maaf balik, kena salam. Minta maaf ye." 

Haha, tercengang den dongar. Well, I'm a person that easily comforted, so we played again like there's nothing happened. And until now, he will say sorry first. Somehow I think, he does not hold his ego for women..thumbs up!

Talking about sleeping together, I still remember one night I suddenly cried (well, for a person yang kuat ngigau dan kuat bermimpi). I don't know if I cried too loud or what, but he woke up and say,

"Dah..dah, jangan nangis. Shh...xde apa2.." and he pat his hand on my shoulder..haha. I would say that he is sooo sweet. Hahaha

Those days...(smile) I still remember and missed the moment bro!

When it comes to Solat, the funniest thing I discover about him is...He does not recite Al-Fatihah after the takbiratulihram. He prayed like this,

"Ya Allah lindungilah aku daripada Syaitan-syaitan...blabla..." HAHAHA! Adoii

However, the meaning is almost close to the translation of Al-Fatihah. That was when he is at the age of 7 if i'm not mistaken. 

To share everything might be too long for this entry. Plus I have exam tomorrow and on Tuesday. Both are killer papers...and I laid back and relax, hehe. 

That's the most precious memories that I won't forget. FOREVER. 

Those days...I will wish for the time to freeze, but the time won't stop. Ticking and ticking. So here we are, 22 and 21. Oh, and I still remember when you are like 5 or 6 (I don't remember), you called me 'Ayah'. Ayah? Hahaha, Should be Sarah, but you missed the S and your R turned to be Y.

Those days...(smile)



Till then, ma'assalamah ^__^

     

Saturday, 12 April 2014

Walk the Talk

Assalamualaikum.

Have you ever heard this? Walk the talk. Hmm, this is the hardest thing for me to do. 

Sometimes or is it many times I feel like I don't want to give any advice/motivation/any good things anymore. Because I am afraid that I could not follow what am I saying to others. You know what, only successful person would have the confidence to tell others on what is right and what is wrong. Cause they have been through it! They manage to hit the problem and stand up from failure. Means that, they already practice before they spread the words to others. Do you get what I mean? *Ok my language fail to understand you. Oh nooo! How am I going to pass the interview?? (-_-" all of a sudden)*

I mean, they not only say this and that, but they also prove what they do. Is there any use if you are good at talk but not do it? I think I am not a person who walk the talk. Well, I thought that I am, but... *cry a river (T.T)

"O you who believe! Do you say that which you do not do. It is most hateful in the sight of Allah that you say that which you dot no do." (As-Saff 61:3)

Scary isn't it? We have so much responsibilities on what are we saying. We asked others to do this and that, but are we really do it? But the feeling that I have right now, actually kills me. Because I am in between to deliver something good or just keep in silent. In the end, I tend to be quite. But you are wrong Maisarah! YOU ARE WRONG! You know what? The Satan has won this battle! And you? Are you really want them to let you down for the rest of your life? Do you really don't care of others, so you don't want to invite them to good deeds, just because you have been loss in your own feelings? 

"And from among you, there must be a society, community or party that should invite people to all that is good and enjoin the doing of all that is right and forbid the doing of all that is wrong." (Al-Imran 2:104)

There you go! By hook or by crook, you have to convey something good to people so that they will do the good deeds. Yes, this is the challenge that you have to take Maisarah!  Don't afraid of them. This is somehow will lead you to be responsible on what are you saying to others. You don't have to wait to be good to convey something good because time won't wait. On your way to be good, there must be something good you have to do. 

This is the process. To be good, you have to find it, not wait for it cause it won't meet you. Same like when you want to ride a cab. You can't just wait as it will take a long time especially at a peak hour. You have to at least try find one by dialing any cab agency. Even if you are not calling their number, still you have to stop the taxi and please do not hope the taxi will find you. See? There is nothing in this world that is easy. You have to strive for it in order to get what you want.

Back to the main point, I know it is hard sometimes for us to invite others to do good things because we ourselves are not good enough. But, I believe that eventually, we will try to walk our talk as the responsible is ours. Or else...

We always stuck in a situation. Stuck in between the good and bad moves. Just keep praying that Allah help us in doing what are we saying, instead saying without do it.

p/s: I don't know if you understand my bad written English, but after all you must get my point, Walk the Talk. I'm not perfect nor good enough to say this, because I, myself still has a lot to improve.  


Ma'assalamah ^_^



Thursday, 30 January 2014

Lelaki

Dulu,
Bila disebut lelaki,
Wanitanya mendongak megah,
Lelaki kami Asadullah, Saifullah,
Tokoh ramai tak terkira,
Kini,
Bila disebut lelaki,
Wanitanya menunduk lemah,
Tokoh kami sedikit sekali,
Ramainya, boneka Yahudi.

Dulu,
Bila disebut lelaki,
Wanitanya tenang dihati,
Lelaki kami menjaga, melindungi,
Kini,
Bila disebut lelaki,
Wanitanya mahu cabut lari,
Lelaki khianat, perogol bersiri.

Dulu,
Bila seorang wanita teraniaya,
Sepasukan kuda putih membela,
Al-Mu'tasim kebanggaan wanita,
Kini,
Ribuan wanita suci dipenjara,
Fatimah diperkosa minta dibela,
Lelaki tunduk tak bertenaga.

Dulu,
Bila wanita di bawah jagaannya,
Lelaki memagari sehabis daya,
Tiada siapa berani menggoda,
Kini,
Bila wanita di bawah jagaannya,
Lelaki tak kisah auratnya terbuka,
Wanitanya dibiar bebas, binasa.

Dulu,
Lelaki menggadai harta dan nyawa,
Untuk mengangkat kemuliaan agama,
Kini,
Lelaki menggadai ketinggian agama,
Demi nafsu, dunia dan seisinya.

Dulu,
Lelaki bermatian mencipta sejarah,
Kental berjihad, tekun berdakwah,
Kini,
Lelaki hanya menyanjungi sejarah,
Diri bermalasan, tenaga tak dikerah.

Dulu,
Lelaki memperjuangkan deen dan ummah,
Al-Farouq, Zunurain mati terbunuh,
Kini,
Lelaki memperjuangkan diri dan kroninya,
Hingga sanggup membunuh.

Dulu,
Lelaki bersatu menghadapi musuh,
Angkatannya kuat dan teguh,
Kini,
Lelakinya berpuak dan berpecah,
Sesama sendiri saling bertelingkah.

Kembalilah lelakiku,
Pada kelelakianmu,
Kami rindukan lelaki dulu,
Acuan Madrasah Rasul.


Srikandi,
Damsyik, Syria                                          
                                                 
-sumber: Novel Syabab Musafir Kasih, tulisan Fatimah Syarha- 

Thursday, 23 January 2014

Tatkala Subuh Memanggil


Kedengaran deru angin 
Berhembus kasar membawa dedaunan kering
Tarian tabir mengikut rentak hembusan angin
Terasa kedinginan meresap ke tulang belulang
Tubuh menggigil kesejukan
Tatkala subuh memanggil...

Kelopak mata memaksa usah dibuka
Beralaskan bantal empuk di atas tilam anjal 
Berselimut kain tebal membalut tubuh
Makin lena dibuai mimpi
Tatkala subuh memanggil...

Gelombang angin menghasilkan frekuensi
Menyebarkan panggilan agung
Seruan menuju Dia yang Satu
Khas buat seluruh umat Islam
Bangkitlah dari lena
Tatkala subuh memanggil...



Oh, i could not write more...tulisan mati di sini. Sekian, ma'assalamah.



Sunday, 22 December 2013

Breathe Again

Days passed, weeks by weeks and here I am now, today. I'm HOME! After breathless weeks, alhamdulillah this week provides me some space to live and breathe. But still I have classes for study week~ CLASSES okay. From Monday to Friday except Wednesday. And tomorrow, Fiqh and International Economics are going to be at the same time. Bravo! So, which one would you like to choose?

Do istikharah then~ hihu

 ***

"All I have, all I need is the air I would kill to breathe"

Manusia, sekiranya diberi masa tambahan pasti akan dibazir sepertimana air paip yang dibiar mengalir berterusan (ada kaitan?)  Kenapa manusia macam tu? Atau mengapakah syaitan suka membisik perkara sia-sia? Well, itulah janjinya dahulu sewaktu Adam diciptakan. 

Iblis berkata, "Ya Tuhanku! Oleh sebab Engkau telah memutuskan bahawa aku sesat, aku pasti akan menjadikan mereka memandang baik (perbuatan maksiat) di muka bumi dan pasti aku akan menyesatkan mereka semuanya."
(Surah Al-Hijr 15:39)

Orang Melayu mengibaratkan masa itu emas, manakala Al-Quran telahpun berulang-ulang kali mengingatkan kita tentang masa. Sesungguhnya Allah telahpun bersumpah dengan masa seperti di dalam surah Al-Asr, Al-Lail, Ad-Dhuha dan banyak lagi. Ini jelas menandakan masa itu teramatlah penting dan lebih berharga daripada emas. Manusia merupakan makhluk yang terkenal dengan kealpaan, maka Allah ingatkan melalui mukjizat agungnya. 

Sekiranya kita lihat dari perspektif Hassan Al-Banna, iaitu seorang tokoh pelopor Ikhwanul Muslimin, beliau mengatakan, "manusia dan masa muda adalah maksiat." Ini adalah kerana dengan sisa-sisa masa yang ada, seringkali dihabiskan dengan perkara-perkara yang tidak bermanfaat. Perkara ini akhirnya mendorong ke arah maksiat. Jangan sempitkan fikiran anda dengan mengatakan maksiat itu hanyalah berlaku antara lelaki dan perempuan, malah sekiranya kita melakukan perkara-perkara yang tidak membantu untuk menaikkan saham kita di akhirat juga dikira maksiat. Dari sekecil-kecil perkara sehinggalah sebesar-besar maksiat.

OH MY TIME! InsyaAllah sama-sama manfaatkan masa. Peringatan bersama terutama diri sendiri, kerana tangan yang menulis dan mata yang melihat lebih dekat berbanding para pembaca sekalian. Kata orang, "telinga yang menyampaikan itu lebih dekat daripada telinga orang yang mendengar." (betul kah ayat tu?)

Sekian, akhir kata, Ma'assalamah ^_^



Thursday, 5 December 2013

Hey! We are Fruits

Assalamualaikum

Today i would like to share a story from my Abah. So, lend me your eyes, mind and soul for a few minutes. So, just keep calm and read. Okay?

We are Malaysian. We live in Malaysia. Our country is known as a place where you can see multicultural races. So, there will be white, medium rare and dark chocolate skin colour. 

Huh, medium rare? Are you thinking of meat, Maisarah? Don't bother me -_-'

Okay, Malaysia once had been attacked by colonizers. Portuguese, Britain, Japan, Communists..bla bla bla. Name it, you'll hit it. Haha, well we actually had enough of colonization. And because of this, we are known as fruit today! Muehehe.

Why? 

Now, I will list three types of fruits in Malaysia:

1. Banana
2. Mangosteen
3. Durian




This fruits symbolized each of our races. Can you guess the fruit? Haha

Banana describes Chinese. They have fair and bright skin (but not yellow in colour like banana!) and white inside. "I don't get it". 

Next, Mangosteen refer to Indians. A dark colour skin (of course not purple!) with white inside. "Again, I don't get it -_-"

Durian is not exist actually in my Abah's story, i made it up..hoho.

Okay laa, I will go straight to the point. White inside means, we are WESTERNIZED. Just look at how are we behave right now. Just like them. But, the main key that I want to highlight is, Chinese and Indians are curious just like western people. When it comes to a statement or instruction, they tend to argue rather than accept it. Especially Indians. That's why they can be a good lawyer, haha. While the Malays like to complain but then, they will obey the rules.

"Curiosity kills the cat."

Westerns, they are well-known with their curiosity and they will not shut up until they find the answer. If we watch their movie, it shows clearly how they act towards a statement. Rather than 'let it be', they like to wonder a lot of things. AND BECAUSE of THAT, sikit-sikit je nak bergaduh. Padahal, its just a small matter mehh~ Come on...sbb tu kot ada yg baru kawen dah nak bercerai. Haihh~ 

Well, im westernized at the beginning of my writing, but end up 'dimelayukan' hehe. Rasanya itu je (point terakhir) yg nak dikongsikan tp melalut banyak.

Till then, ma'assalamah ^_^ 





Monday, 2 December 2013

Mentari Hilang

Baju penuh sebaldi. Bumi tak henti-henti dibasahi hujan. Kalau jumaat lalu aku yang tak henti-henti menangis, hari ni tiba giliran langit. Beruntunglah sesiapa yang berdoa hari ini. InsyaAllah permintaannya ditunaikan.

Semoga esok matahari muncul
Kembali menyinari bumi yang dihuni manusia
Mengeringkan tanah yang basah
Menaikkan suhu yang dingin
Memberi cahaya keceriaan

Paling PENTING, aku nak basuh baju~ Semoga, dengan cuaca yang mengizinkan, keringlah pakaian-pakaian yang disidai nanti.

Thursday, 28 November 2013

Keegoanmu

Ada seorang gadis sedang duduk berseorangan. Pandangannya jauh dilontarkan pada lautan yang luas terbentang. Disapa, namun tak diendahkan. Bingung.

Sejak dua menjak ini, dia diam. Makanan juga tak lalu dia jamah. Fikirannya melayang jauh. Aku fikir, hidupnya tak seindah dahulu. Keceriaan yang sering menghiasi wajahnya kini sugul. Dahulu dia di zaman kegemilangannya. Semua orang nampak bakatnya, sehinggakan sampai satu tahap dia penat apabila kelebihannya dipergunakan. 

Kini dia lebih selesa sendiri. Memendam kelebihan yang dahulunya ditonjolkan. Namun sedih, kerana dia bagaikan di dalam zon terperangkap dengan perasaan sendiri. Traumanya menguasai diri. Mulut yang dahulu petah berbicara, kini lebih selesa terkunci. 

Sayang, seribu kali sayang. Bakat yang pernah digilap suatu masa dulu kini kembali legap. Sinarnya tiada. Hidupnya tidak mencabar-zon selesa- 

Dia tetap dengan fikirannya. Aku tidak mampu menasihat memandangkan itu 'mind-set' dia. Cakaplah banyak mana pun, dia tetap berdegil. Untuk dia mempercayai orang juga susah. Selama manakah trauma itu terperangkap dalam diri? Please, get a life!

HUJAN


Hujan pembawa rahmat. Hari ni hujan turun tak henti-henti dari siang. Berhenti, tapi sambung semula. Awan sudah berat mungkin. Tidak mampu menanggung kapsiti air yang berlebihan.

Terima kasih Allah atas hujan rahmatMu. Hari ni langit dan aku sama-sama menangis. 

Are you ok? It's good to cry...mata dah lama kering tanpa airnya. Hari ni dia nak mencurah-curah pula. Keluarlah...agar titisan air mata itu keluar bersama beban yang ditanggung.

Syukran. Ma'assalamah.


Thursday, 14 November 2013

Terbang ~

Buka buka ekonomi, baca. Baca....dan terus membaca lagi. Baca satu ayat berulang-ulang kali. 

"get your mind straight!"

Ok, fokus....dan mula membaca. Sampai muka surat lain, ARGHH! Tak boleh fokus dah!!! Hati dah meronta-ronta nak balik...

"It's the 40% thing you must remember!"

Haihh, why must my presentation tomorrow? Everyone keep remind me of that thing. And because of that, I have to sacrifice my time with my sister.

"She will be married this Saturday!"

And I'm sitting here like nothing is going to happen tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow. Huh!

"Sabar itu indah." 

Alaaa, kawen je PUN. Macam tak jumpa nanti.. HO HO HORLICKS.

Ohh, lapar pulak terbayang horlicks ais...slrpp. Selamat Hari Asyura dan selamat berbuka!

Ma'assalamah ^_^



Tuesday, 12 November 2013

Mundur Selangkah? Naahh


Aku melihat dari kejauhan
Kau yang berdiri teguh
Biar dilanda badai
Walau kencang angin bertiup
Tubuhmu teguh di sana

Sepasang kaki kecil
Terpasak kukuh tempat berpijak
Menjadi akar yang mencengkam tanah
Malah lebih kuat dari akarnya pohon
Pohon yang tegak berdiri
Bisa rebah sekali ditebang
Bisa tumbang pabila kencang
Bisa reput dimamah usia

Pendirianmu teguh
Bak simpulan tali
Tak bisa dirungkai
Biar dicemuh dan dipulau
Pendirianmu tetap satu

Fikrah yang dibawa
Tetap. Tidak luwes
Perjuanganmu demi Islam takkan goyah
Tatkala masyarakat mencerca
Melatah bukan sifatmu
Malah,
Kau bangkit bersama kenyataan
Nyata bukan bicara kosong
Cerdas akalmu, tegas bicaramu
Bersama hujjah
Tak bisa dipatahkan
Terkunci mulut-mulut musuh


~Bila bosan, malas nak tulis ayat-ayat bagai, maka jadi lah macam ni. Syok sendiri namanya ni.

Sekian, ma'assalamah ^_^ ~



Saturday, 26 October 2013

Konvokesyen 41



TANHIAH!

Tahniah kepada mereka yang sudah berjaya menamatkan pembelajaran dengan jayanya!

Mood: semoga dipermudahkan dan berjaya konvo dalam masa yang ditetapkan. Ameen~

Tuesday, 22 October 2013

I Fell in Love!



Somehow I think...
I have fall in love with this header!
Why not? 
For the time that I have wasted created this, why must I hate my own design?

Clap..clap..well done maisarah!
Give some compliment for your own hard work.
So that you will appreciate yourself
OK?

^___^  


Sunday, 20 October 2013

Cerminan Diri

Pejam, buka, pejam. Tarik nafas dalam-dalam, hembus. Gerakkan otot-otot di badan. Mulakan langkah yang pertama ke depan, kemudian ke belakang. Buka mata semula. 

Alhamdulillah, aku masih hidup! Syukur.

Mata masih berfungsi, diri masih mampu bernafas. Menghirup oksigen dan melepaskan karbon dioksida. Ya, sistem badanku berfungsi seperti ketetapanNya. Otot di badan juga bergerak normal. Langkahku juga lancar tidak lagi tersungkur. Jika aku mempunyai 'check-list', akanku tandakan '/'. Semuanya lengkap dan sempurna kemudian, lukis 'smiley' sebesar-besar alam.

Manusia gembira setiap kali bangkit dari lena, mereka masih diberi peluang menetap di bumi Penciptanya. Dia masih sudi meminjamkan alamNya untuk kita berpijak dan masih memberi peluang untuk menjalani hidup seperti sedia kala. Tapi, kadangkala, pernah atau tidak, kita 'refresh' semula sepanjang perjalanan hidup sehari-hari? 

Bangun pagi. Pergi kelas/kerja. Makan. Balik, tidur. Bangun, online. Buat kerja. Online lagi. Makan. Onlineeeeee je, sampai malam. Belajar sikit-sikit. Tidur. Zzzzz.

Esok, berulang rutin yang sama. 'Oh, what a life!' Bosan. Apa matlamat hidup kita sebenarnya? Kadang-kadang kita tulis matlamat hidup. Kita sedar apa yang kita mahu. Tapi tindakan? 

.............................

#Selingan: Manusia diciptakan dengan dua tujuan. 
1. Beribadah kepadaNya
2. Menjadi Khalifah Allah.

Itu adalah matlamat utama penciptaan manusia. Sepatutnya setiap daripada kita perlu sedar hakikat kehidupan. Beribadah bukan hanya di atas sejadah mahupun mengeluarkan harta lalu bersedekah. Bukan juga hanya membeku di surau/masjid tanpa melihat dunia luar. Itu konsep yang salah.

Setiap perbuatan/pekerjaan yang diniatkan kerana Allah SWT merupakan ibadah.

Jom tajdid (perbaharui) niat!

Ma'assalamah :)



Friday, 18 October 2013

Vice Versa

Mother, a women who raise you up.
Carried you for nine months in her womb. 
With love she showered you.
You cried, she wiped.
You fell, she picked you up.
You sick, she stayed up all night.
You speak, she'd be your ears.
With her hand, she comb your hair.
Never give up to do the best for you.
Always be the best for you.

Son/Daughter, a child raised by a mother.
Stay comfort in mother's womb for nine months.
Absorbed nutrients given by a lovely mother.
She cried, you ran.
She fell, you ignored.
She sick, you blame her.
She speak, you think she's nagging.
With your hand, you push her.
Never give up to hurt your mother.
Always be an ungrateful child.